The problem with getting what you want is that you wind up not wanting it anymore. People might say it's because you're a perfectionist, but actually, your dissatisfaction stems from something much deeper. You're afraid that if you find what you're looking for, then you will have to settle for what you have now, and your days of curiosity, exploration, and discovery will be over. Nothing could be further from the truth, but you'll never discover that if you keep rejecting the opportunities that life is giving you. Try embracing the good things that come your way, and you'll be counting blessings rather than disappointments.