Mercury retrogrades are always dicey, but this latest one (March 15th to April 7th) was especially unruly because Mercury began its retrograde on the day after the Lunar Eclipse in Virgo and then changed signs on the day of the Solar Eclipse in Aries on March 29h. This would have heightened the feelings of anxiety and combativeness which explains why rude awakenings were ruder and shocking surprises were even more shocking. Although you deserve to be in the free and clear, you won't be until April 20th. That's when the wayward pieces of your life will come back together and things will make sense again.