The seeds of doubt have been planted and it's impossible to ignore how much space they've taken up in your mind. It's true that you aren't the confrontational type, but you are the conversational one which means that July 2nd is a good time to sit down and discuss what's amiss. Be forewarned that you won't like everything you hear. There are more than just a few unflattering truths and hopefully you will take this opportunity to share some of your own. In the end, you are committed to this association no matter how problematic and you will find a way to make it work.