Pluto in Aquarius may not be a bad experience. If anything, it may feel like you're coming into your own. Saturn in Aquarius from 2021 to 2023 did a lot to acclimate you to the energies of this dark and transformative planet. Your recent struggles with depression and self-doubt deepened you rather than stifled you so that Pluto's trine to Jupiter in Gemini this May will pave the way for a whole new chapter in your life that begins to emerge over the next two years. You've done a lot of interior work and improvement. Now it's time for your exterior circumstances to reflect it.