Neptune retrograde has a hard time quitting things. Whether it's taking back someone you know is no good for you or stopping by a bar on the way home from rehab to see if you're cured, Neptune retrograding back into Pisces on October 22d can revive some of the Apocalyptic tendencies connected to this sign along with feelings of resignation and futility. You may even take up Doom scrolling again. Neptune retrograde in Pisces can feel self-sabotaging, but it doesn't have to be mostly because Neptune retrogrades are more regressive than destructive, which is why you need to treat it like a swimmer who's found themselves caught in an undertow. Your first reaction may be to struggle but don't because you'll only be pulled down deeper. What you want to do is relax, center yourself, and breathe. The panic will pass and you'll soon come bobbing back up to the surface again.