The Mars/Saturn square on December 8th may hit a raw nerve by asking penetrating questions like: are you really in this for the long haul and are you doing something for the right reason? It's a sore point you'll return to again and again in the days to come and every time you do there will be a different answer. Believe it or not, this is a good thing because it means you're examining a heated issue from different perspectives. There's nothing wrong with mixing a little doubt with your faith. The world is an ambivalent place and this keeps you both conscious and conscientious.